Stage Fright

One of the things I promised myself I would do is get back to the things I love before I start college. Writing, reading, traveling, and equally importantly, music.

Music is something I've done since I was little. Both of my parents are musicians, and by the age of four I had learned to play the piano. I picked up the guitar when I was in fifth grade, and in sixth grade, I began writing music with one of my best friends. This music progressed and suddenly, we were performing at open mic nights and local concerts around town. I hated this. My best friend was the girl who could absorb the spotlight and spit it back out of her in the form of greatness. I pretty much just cowered in the corner.

However, we did this all the way until I got to high school, and by that point, I had even started to love performing. Stage fright still haunted me every time I got on stage, though. No matter how much I loved it, the thrill of a crowd, I still had the pre and post-performance nerves.

But this year, I decided it was time to buck up the nerve and just do it. So I tried out for my school's annual benefit night, "Night of Knights" and I got in. Last night was opening night, and it went so well! I loved being on stage, I loved the audience, and I loved the people I got to work with.

I guess the point of all this is as follows: Sometimes our friends drag us kicking and screaming into things we don't want to do. Living, taking risks, being great. And we have to know the difference between peer pressure and our friends being brave when we can't.

Thanks, Sophia. For all you've done for me and for all you've taught me to do. You are forever a great friend, and I am so proud of you.

Now, there are a million songs that remind me of you. Countless songs by Ben Folds, Jack's Mannequin, Green Day, AC/DC. But this song always reminds me of what we did and how we used to be. Happy graduating!

What I've Been Doing

So many things!

On Friday, I had the opportunity to record the song that I'm performing for Night of Knights ("Vienna" by Billy Joel), so I spent a couple hours at UNL with a great guy who was willing to do whatever to get the job done. I like nice people, have I mentioned that? I came out of the recording studio beaming - I've been trying to get back to my music lately because it used to make me happy, and who doesn't need a little dose of happiness in their life? So as soon as he puts the link up, I'll get it up for you to hear!

Then yesterday was the big event in every high school girl's life: PROM.

 Me and the bestie.

 The crazy speech kids.

My women in blue! Kiley, Sarah, et moi.

Prom is fantastic. I am a big fan of getting all dressed up and going to dinner and being with people who love you. Our group was big - 22 people, in fact - and I know for a fact that every one of them would do anything to make me laugh. I am so blessed by the friends that I have. 

OH! And Treading on Trafficking started today! I got a good three miles in at Zumba with Raul today. Is it bad that I love Zumba because it's the one place where I can feel confident in my poor dancing abilities? Read my first blog post to hear about Tread on Trafficking, and if you'd like to donate, go HERE. As always, any donation is much appreciated.

This week is Night of Knights, so I'll keep you updated on that, but here's a little bit of what's going on in my life! And to start your week off right, here's some great music to get you going. Have a great week!